Negative Capability Press Contest

Spring 2020 Honorable Mention

Tattooist’s Needle, Jewish Museum

I come from
                         women starving
                         for sleep—
                         chapped lips stuck
                         to deflated breasts.
                         A prisoner’s palm,
                         clenched & closed
                         under his
                         control.
                         His fingers
                         steered me
                         where
                          to crawl,
                          dig & drag
                          through
                          convoys
                          of skin—
                          He taught
                          me the art
                          of etching
                          & scraping
                          numbers
                          into
                           arms.
                           I hold
                           drops
                           of
                          dried
                           blood
                            and
                            luck
                            on
                    my

tip

How many lion-hearted

goodly creatures                         heard mercy’s gavel slam

are there here                      in the Pied Piper’s courtroom

How beauteous                             hired guns,        

our mankind is                         lay down arms for alms

O’ brave new world     We’re light yearning to found       

We are such stuff                          as dreams are made on

our little life waiting                       some night song

to be sung by soil                        rounded with sleep            

six feet

deep.

 

Dodger in Black & White, World Series

Yankee Stadium, 1955

I could have been the one

filming Robinson sneaking down third.

His spikes pounding the powdered foul line.

It could have been me

rooting for Jackie as he jet home,

his cotton pants like dove wings.

I wasn’t alive to see him

dive around the masked catcher,

his hand sliding across the base.

Could it ever have been me—

my handprint on home plate,

hoping the umpire screams,

SAFE?